A Proper Young Thief
M.K.Barry
Chapter 21: Manners
Lissa watched her mother's face, watched her eyebrows, which were strangely thin and sharp looking now, raise up in a look of sudden surprise, then lower. She watched her mother's lips, unnaturally red, a strange look for her, press together and become thin. She was much thinner than she remembered, and her hair was twisted and pinned to the top of her head.
Her mother looked so much more severe than she remembered. Sharper from the soft motherly person she remembered. She wore a tight dress of red silk that looked decidedly uncomfortable on her, especially since Lissa know that her mother had always been the kind of person who cared more about being comfortable and being able to move in her clothes than looking good.
But she always looked better then than she did now.
“Hey, Mara! Package.”
She stood up, and turned to face Len, “Oh, how nice. And who's this adorable little boy?”
Len shrugged, “Delivery boy.”
“And have you given this poor boy anything for his troubles yet?”
Len laughed, “Look, around here, we don't give a kid extra pay for just doing their job.”
“Well, where I'm from, if someone's nice enough to bring something over to you, you at least offer them something to drink. Or are there no manners in the city?”
“...Mara, it's a delivery boy.”
“And I'm supposed to forgot all the manners, and the common curtsies that I leaned just because I'm in the city now?” She gave Len a hard look, which to Lissa's mind wouldn't have worked if she hadn't had those sharp eyebrows. “Now, go get me a bottle of wine, and a couple of glasses so that I can show this poor boy the proper manners that I was brought up with.”
There was a long moment of tense silence. Len looked like he wanted to snap something at her, and despite the fact that she was standing very tall and still, Mara looked very unsure, and a little afraid.
“Of course, anything that Lawson's wife desires.”
“Then get to it.”
Len scowled at her, but turned quickly, slamming the door after him.
Lissa took a step closer to her mother. “... mom?”
“Oh gods lissa.” She whispered. She ran up to her and grabber her in a tight hug.
“Mom.. what are you doing here?! You're Lawson s' Wife?”
Mara gave Lissa a tight squeeze before letting her go so that she could see her face. “ I”m so glad you made it here safe. How long did it take you? How long have you been here? How did you get-”
“I.. I got here just fine mom. I'm ok. I have a place to sleep, and I have job... of sorts. I'm ok... why are you here? Why are you Lawson's wife?!”
She sighed, and pulled Lissa by the hand over to the table. And let her sit on the bed. The bed was softer than any that Lissa had sit on before, and she was surprised when she sunk so deep into it.
“It wasn't my idea.” She muttered, “I didn't really have a choice, the way things were going there.”
“What do you mean, the way things were-”
“Lissa, you, the servant of Lord Marshal, were accused of killing a noble. Lord Marshall had no children left, the plans he had made with Lawson were ruined entirely. So, they hatched up another plan.”
“That involved you marrying Lawson?”
“Yes.” She said quietly. “I Marry Lawson, and come here. Lord Marshall marries Lawson's daughter, and she moves in with him.”
“But I thought that Lord Marshall couldn't have any more-”
“He can't.” She said. “ That doesn't matter. Turns out, Lawson wanted to rush things because his daughter is pregnant.” She gave a soft snort, “That's why he was so willing to go along with Lord Marshall's plans.”
“And you?”
“Well, Lawson still wanted compensation. Lord Marshall got a new, younger lover, and Lawson got a new bride.” She shrugged, “Me”
“Why did you agree though?”
“Lissa... if I didn't, Lord Marshall wouldn't have kept me around anyway, and I wouldn't have been able to find any charity in the town now, given that I was married to a thief... and that everyone thought my daughter was a murderer.” She sighed, “Lissa, I would have starved or frozen on the streets.”
Lissa couldn't help it, but in her mind, she remembered sleeping in the woods, as it got colder and colder, as she got hungrier and hungrier. Stealing from that inn never felt more right then it did then.
BUT if she found her own way through that, why couldn't her mother?
She refused to let herself think on that. No, not while she at least had her mother back. Besides, she had an idea.
“Mom, you dont' have to stay here.” she said.
“Of course I do, I'm married to-”
“No! There's better.” she gave a large smile. “I found auntie Ella. Auntie Ella, and the whole crew, That's how I got into the city.
Mara's face grew blank, and she paled, “You found...”
“Yes, they're all alive.” She grabbed Mara's hands and squeezed them, “They dont' know about dad, but they don't know for sure he's dead.” She smiled broadly, “Look, we can leave, I'm sure they can find a place for you, you don't have to stay here, and-”
“Lissa. I'm married.”
“Ok, yes, but that Lan guy said you weren't' his proper wife, so-”
“That just means.. Nevermind. You'll learn when you're older what it means.”
“Well, it doesn't matter. You don't love him, so come on, and -”
“Lissa, the only person I love, the only person I ever did love, was your father.”
Lissa was silent for a moment, “Yes, I know that.”
“Lissa. I'll never love anyone else again. This. Being married, being used... IT doesn't matter anymore, because I did love someone, and I'll never love again. This is just a means to survive.”
“but-”
“And you want me to leave, to go run off with that Ella bitch, and leave this, to live in some rundown shack, cooking, no doubt, for a bunch of thieves?” She shook her head. “No. I'm comfortable here. I look like a fool, but I can rest. I dont' have to run around and work myself ragged here. There's even a garden in the back that I can work on if I want.”
“.. But, you won't have to-”
“Lissa, I like it here. There's things I dislike, there's things I like. This is the best place I've been in since your father died.” She gently pried her hands from Lissa's.” I'm not going to give it up.
“He could still be alive.” Lissa whispered.
“Who?”
“Dad.”
Mara shook her head, “If he was still alive, why didn't he come back for us?”
Lissa took a deep breath, nodded slowly, then stood up. “Then stay here.” She snapped, “Be Lawson's half wife, or whatever you are. I'm leaving.”
“What, and you think hanging out with thieves is any better than what I'm doing? I'm at least respectable!”
Lissa got up, and went to the door. Len was just coming back in as she was reaching for the handle.
“I brought the wine-”
“I have to leave.” Lissa grunted. She turned and gave a quick bow, “I humbly thank Lawson's wife for her hospality, but regret that I have other things to attend to.”
She stalked off down the hall. Behind her, she heard Len mutter something, then run after her, obviously intending to show her out properly.”
M.K.Barry